dreams

i has a weird dream again
in all my dreams i am always in the edge of death
or some kind of akward situation
that put my life at the edge
i was a small animal
i could tell because i was too close to the grass
and i ran in 4 legs
i was running away
from something thats sounded like dogs
the most horrible dogs i have ever seen
they were small
but a bunch of them
had deep purple eyes
and as skinny as they could be
the looks in their eyes
screamed they were going to kill me
if i didnt run away
they were a black mass of bones and kind of rotten flesh and skin
like if they were terribly sick
their howls and barks were something i have never heard before
fear got me paralyzed
but adrenaline got my four legs moving
it was amazing experience
to actually feel that kind of sensation
when only this moment matters
you run or you die
i saw a tail
apparently mine
am i a fox?
yes i am a small fox
crimson red and small
no bigger than just a cub
the forest was red
it was easy to hide betweeen the maple red leaves
and a beautiful sunset on the horizon
i hadnt really too much time to admire the colors and the windy
forest
i was running for my life
i reached a tree
and i started climbing it
looked like the tallest tree
and it was made of cold cristal
kind of remembered me
of the makalania forest
i climbed as high as i could reach
and stood there until night
the ghostly dogs simplily dissapeared
i looked down and strated getting closer to the ground
i got off the crystal tree
and walked in to the forest
i reached a plain
it was a big meadow
with fireflies on it
a beautiful bright sky
instead of tall grass
in the meadown were tall flowers
i could only look from above
i identify them as edelweiss later on
For a very important person bday
i asked a friend of mine
who is an amazing artist
to paint an scene
edelweiss
fireflies
the night
a big moon
but this person walked away previously
of me being able to give my present to this person
this person never saw it...
i recognized the meadow as the same scene
it was so familiar looking
i was inside the painting in my wall
there was a sweet smell
of maple syrup in the air
ironic.... maple... is just him
still he haunts my dreams
in abstract ways his memory haunts me always
even in my sleep
i crossed the meadow
and there was a small old bridge
over a river
it was like glowing blue river
as soon as i crosed it
the bridge broke
i continued walking
something called me in the horizon
i reached a place
dirty, dead, dry
with a terible rotten egg smell
i was going to turn around
and i saw the dogs
again looking
growling
howling
and barking a me
I ran as fast as my 4 tiny paws allowed me
when i reached the river
since there was no bridge.....
i just jump of the water
it was warm water
but a deep river
i could not swim to the surface
and as well
the river had this milk like texture
so i was unable to see a thing
blue everywhere i looked
and i fainted
i fainted
i was drowning
but i was not scared
the maple smell came to my nose
followed by "COlD by Benetton" perfume escence
how could i ever forget
then
i just woke up
i was sweating cold
i was next to the person i like
i felt like sitting in the bed
and just start crying
but
no one likes crybabies
i have to pretend
i have become very skilled
in pretending to be a doll..