My first official song for guitar (post the video playing it later on) "Never"

Never meant to say hello
that night in that park
never ment to tell you my name
but i did but i did oh i regret

Never meant to run in the rain
it was a childish game
Now the drops pierce my skin
shouting your name from within

Never meant to kiss those lips
Why God why you do this to me?!
take away the person i decided xpend my life with
Taking away my dreams

Never meant to say hello

that night in that park

never ment to tell you my name 

but i did but i did oh i regret 

Never meant to share my fantasy
of a small house with big gardens and trees
With a grandkid or too around
Sharing memories, oh my stolen memories!

Never meant to say Good bye
How can two words break myself insane???
not comming back, he is not coming back.
im not gonna sleep in his night tonigh...