The Feeling

The Feeling... the urge
the horror and fear
little yet deathly bugs
devouring the gardens
Of my already abandoned sanity.

Listen... the drops of my own guilt
tap one by one
in a puddle of past fears
Why?! WHY MUST YOU DO THIS?!!!

And i believe myself
Time and rain will wash all away
But im soaked, im cold, im scared
everything is unmoving
on the storm inside my head

The springs... The beautiful flowerin bloom
The Summers..the warm breeze of the sea
The autumn...Swirls of fire in my mind
The winter...Engulfed by the Feeling, the awareness of my own Un-reality.

Yet i stay here
Victim of my own lies
Prettending i dont see anything
Prettending there is no one else
too Perfect to face a truth
beyond my very own understanding.

Holding a very hypocrite Existence
Creating wall to demolish with my own desperate nails
To realize this, motionless, in this room
Just The Feeling and Me.

Rain, Rain

"Rain"

Take a photograph,
It'll be the last,
Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here,

I don't have a past
I just have a chance,
Not a family or honest plea remains to say,

Rain, rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Is it you I want or just the notion
Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around?

Safe to say from here,
You're getting closer now,
We are never sad 'cause we are not allowed to be

Rain, rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Rain, rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

To lie here under you,
Is all that I could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,
To lie here under you is all that i could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,

Rain, rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Rain, rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun.